It plays like a gif. in my head. Like one of those in ONTD except this one's not funny.

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you thought I was kidding when I said if this plan fails, I'm going to run to malaysia and ride horses all day.

When things are bad in school, I always feel like running off to Malaysia for some reason. Maybe because it's just somewhere far and people don't know me there. Just leave class and take the goddamn bus. I want to go there and not be found.

People get so annoying after a while.

I'll miss you

It's true! I'm not just saying it!

We'll still meet anyway :) T14 and T5 are far, only in our heads

Forms

origami calms me down. i sit quietly,fold and cut. I'll be sitting,folding and cutting a lot these days. Only because it's fasting month and cannot get my redbull fix when necessary.
The grief you cause me.

brain juice

i think you've gone off. picked up your baggage of feelings and moved along. [you nabeh chao cheebye. don't la eh]. And you're going to forget, it's inevitable. When that happens, you'll smile more, ponder less and speak more insensitively. I would too. I know it's such a bother everytime you want to go meet her, you say someone instead of plainly just saying it. Then again, i got myself in this.

In other news, i dreamt of MJ last night. it was awesomeeee and we danced together while other people around us frowned and shook their heads. He was still black then. dreamt about distressing things as well. i woke up with dried blood on my lip.

bye

I AM MISSING A LOT OF MY STATIONERY UGH

ACCORDING TO THE ORDER OF WHAT WENT MISSING FIRST

• MECHANICAL PENCIL- last seen: gah can't even remember. in another bag?
  
• NT PENKNIFE- last seen: working on Escher model. even Faris snapped a pic of it haha
  
• RULER- last seen: pencil case
  

3 might not seem a lot but they are important to me : ( If i can't find them, i'd have to go replace them, which means putting my tofu oyako shopping on hold again. I've also banned myself from drawing money out. too often too often. i've got another pencil, knife and ruler but they are sub standard. i take my stationery seriously.
Will go create a list of what i need.

see you