Is it so difficult to meet a boy who reads a lot of books, is smart, cultured, funny and not cocky? He doesn't even need to be gorgeous. I need someone articulate! I think I can get depressed thinking how it's impossible to find a guy like that here. (There is this guy, but he's not interested) Great.

I think he thinks I am too young, but what is too young? Aiyaaa I'm not a child, seriously! I really am not. Okay 4 years is a big difference? lol I be ranting like a spoilt child already. Meh.

Operation-get-smart-but-not-interested-guy underway? Perhaps, perhaps.

I sound crazy.